I have spent most of February considering it, and I have made the decision to raise my rates. When I look at the amount of personal attention, the efforts I make for each session, and all the extra details I tend to: I totally deserve it.
I'll be raising my rates to 250/hr for my sacred harlot services starting April 20. I will also be offering a second type of session that is more (dare I say tantric?) and therapeutic in nature.
If we have seen each other before, you are welcome to keep using our original rate. I value you as a client and will continue to give you the same conscious and heartfelt service.
You've got a little over a month to see me and lock in your rate.
In related news: I'll be visiting Sante Fe for a short time in April. I'll be presiding over a marriage ceremony for my sister & her husband. They are already legally married, but they want a sacred ritual for it, and I'm more than happy for the chance. I'm also excited to have a chance to work in another city, and possibly make back all the money I'll end up shelling out for my sister's wedding. ;)
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Sunday, March 10, 2013
I found christlove through sexwork
Disclaimer: I'm not Christian. Never was nor will be. I do believe there are truths in every religion, and I've made my life a study to find these truths. I write this as a way to question traditional methods & beliefs.
During my first year as an escort, I experienced a lot of healing. Sometimes it was as simple as just paying my bills, sometimes my overall mood was better. And sometimes I would have these moments of...revelation.
It was one of these moments that continues to stick with me, and I wasn't even working at the time. I was actually just washing dishes, reflecting on a few past sessions. How open I felt, and how loving. It truly felt like unconditional love for everyone. At that moment, I just wanted to express it, to anyone and everyone who came my way.
I don't always feel that way, but it comes more and more. In session, it flows most easily. The biggest challenge has really been to balance that, to hold on to that compassion even when someone has sparked up my temper!
Judgement is the opposite of Love. When we get caught up in how someone "should be" and how they measure up, we loose track of what is. What if their gift is not measurable? What if their gift is not valued by these high and mighty "standards," what then? We are blinded to who and what a person Is, and the magnificence waiting to awaken.
In that moment, there was no judgement...only understanding. Anyone could have walked into that door, and I would have found a unique, loving and lovable person. Of course, I have to balance this with compassionate boundaries. And I feel this ability to see into the love, to just be the love for my clients, is one of my greatest gifts to offer.
During my first year as an escort, I experienced a lot of healing. Sometimes it was as simple as just paying my bills, sometimes my overall mood was better. And sometimes I would have these moments of...revelation.
It was one of these moments that continues to stick with me, and I wasn't even working at the time. I was actually just washing dishes, reflecting on a few past sessions. How open I felt, and how loving. It truly felt like unconditional love for everyone. At that moment, I just wanted to express it, to anyone and everyone who came my way.
I don't always feel that way, but it comes more and more. In session, it flows most easily. The biggest challenge has really been to balance that, to hold on to that compassion even when someone has sparked up my temper!
Judgement is the opposite of Love. When we get caught up in how someone "should be" and how they measure up, we loose track of what is. What if their gift is not measurable? What if their gift is not valued by these high and mighty "standards," what then? We are blinded to who and what a person Is, and the magnificence waiting to awaken.
In that moment, there was no judgement...only understanding. Anyone could have walked into that door, and I would have found a unique, loving and lovable person. Of course, I have to balance this with compassionate boundaries. And I feel this ability to see into the love, to just be the love for my clients, is one of my greatest gifts to offer.
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
A Heart Full of Love: The Heart Chakra
The Heart Chakra: Love, how we give and recieve it
The weekend retreat was powerful. We practiced giving & receiving adorations. You wouldn't think that taking in a compliment would be hard...but I saw the men link arms tightly, as if they could lose each other. There were tears, on both sides, and such courage. It takes courage to be open enough that another person can see your true beauty.
While I am a Sex Worker, I am also a Heart Worker. Wounds of the heart and wounds of the sex are intertwined. Well, I am finding them to be all intertwined, but especially these two.
This weekend, I dedicated to healing these wounds. Because as humans, we all have a need to feel loved, to feel desire, to feel connection. And having those needs fufilled is healing, it can penetrate in a deep way, reach parts of your life you didn't think was connected.
The weekend retreat was powerful. We practiced giving & receiving adorations. You wouldn't think that taking in a compliment would be hard...but I saw the men link arms tightly, as if they could lose each other. There were tears, on both sides, and such courage. It takes courage to be open enough that another person can see your true beauty.
While I am a Sex Worker, I am also a Heart Worker. Wounds of the heart and wounds of the sex are intertwined. Well, I am finding them to be all intertwined, but especially these two.
This weekend, I dedicated to healing these wounds. Because as humans, we all have a need to feel loved, to feel desire, to feel connection. And having those needs fufilled is healing, it can penetrate in a deep way, reach parts of your life you didn't think was connected.
Sunday, March 3, 2013
Lights On, Eyes Open
First posted on 10 Sept 2010, on my old blog. What I wrote then is still so very true, and a great illustration of how the path has continued for me.
In my early sexual life, I think I had my eye closed most of the time. It's most natural when faces are pressed closed; shutting out one sense hightens the others. When the world goes dark behind the eyelids, bodies melt together easily, lost in touch and taste.
But more and more, I've been keeping my eyes open to enjoy the show. Something about the newness of each unique experience--and faces. I love watching your faces! Seeing eyebrows furrow in concentration of the rhythm, to that moment of release and you are in total bliss. Yes, and the dreamy look when your face is stuffed with pussy. These looks are my cues and a gift to know how much I please you.
Sometimes, with the bed rocking, it seems like I'm in a boat on the ocean, the walls and ceiling bobbing back and forth. Dimmed lights bring a greater sense of secrecy and intrigue to these trysts, while candlelight always brings me into a sacred place.
of course, there are times when I can't help but close my eyes and lose myself and perhaps that makes watching all the sweeter.
In my early sexual life, I think I had my eye closed most of the time. It's most natural when faces are pressed closed; shutting out one sense hightens the others. When the world goes dark behind the eyelids, bodies melt together easily, lost in touch and taste.
But more and more, I've been keeping my eyes open to enjoy the show. Something about the newness of each unique experience--and faces. I love watching your faces! Seeing eyebrows furrow in concentration of the rhythm, to that moment of release and you are in total bliss. Yes, and the dreamy look when your face is stuffed with pussy. These looks are my cues and a gift to know how much I please you.
Sometimes, with the bed rocking, it seems like I'm in a boat on the ocean, the walls and ceiling bobbing back and forth. Dimmed lights bring a greater sense of secrecy and intrigue to these trysts, while candlelight always brings me into a sacred place.
of course, there are times when I can't help but close my eyes and lose myself and perhaps that makes watching all the sweeter.
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