Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Sunday Kinda Blues

I think this past Sunday marked the most number of dates I had to turn down due to a lack of an incall. I don't work most Sundays, but I almost always get at least one call. This Sunday, I had four. And they seemed really nice, I hated to turn them down.

I have been examining the phenomenon of getting more calls when I am unavailable than when I am available. Is it confusing wording in the ad? Is it energetic?  A part of why I crave a private space is so I can be more available, without having to stop in my other creative endeavors. I imagine spending a morning writing, or a late night working on art, punctuated by a gentleman caller. Far from interrupting, he is a fresh burst of inspiration. As I play the muse for some, so he does for me.

The next few weeks mark a refocusing of energies, taking time to help on a few bookbinding projects. To call in what is desired will require me to put new plans into action, and focused time spent on them.  My availability will be affected temporarily, particularly for incalls.

Monday, July 8, 2013

The Babylonian Follow-up

Preparations had been happening for weeks...invitations sent, the volunteers organized, space reserved and prepared, food made.  I was in a flurry of details.

The event, for me, really began when I stripped down in preparations. Ritual purification before the rites.   Several of my classmates-participants in the evening's ceremonies-had never seen me naked.  The Witch-Whore in me just took control at that point.  Boldly strolling out to finish dressing the altar, me in nothing but jewerly(which has quickly become my favorite outfit) and offering oil annointings before the rites began.

By the time our first seekers began arriving, I had changed into a red dress that hugged my curves in all the right ways. There was a generous social hour to allow everyone to mingle a bit; for many of us to meet for the first time, for some a chance to reconnect. 

A chiming of a bell marked the entrance into ritual space. The Sacred, around us all the time, was presenced and invoked. The inner Primal, the lusty beast of our animal drives, was welcomed into the space, given license to play. Stripping down, I was offered up to these unleashed primals, in culmination  of the opening ceremony.

First one man, then two...it seemed to happen both slowly and quickly at once, I was encircled by lustful men. From the corner of my eye, I saw my fellow priestesses were as well. What was left was stripped down, my bra....the garter belt and stockings down to bare flesh. 

Temple dancing girls danced the carnal energy around the circle as the Primals played. Flesh meeting flesh, limbs entangling these women, filling every orifice. Their moans of erotic delight and surrender mixing with undulating melodies.

As I opened, I was filled, again and again. With each new man, a new level of surrender, a new experience.  And to worship another man while another takes his fill of me--oh my! To feel that push-pull of energy, to be caught between two carnal beasts was amazing in a way that is hard to put into words. And as each men spilled their seed, another man was there to take his place.  

The energy ebbed and flowed like this for quite a while. While on their breaks, the men were entertained by the dancing girls, attended to by enchanting priestesses. To balance the carnal delights, there was engaging intellectual conversations and finely made liquors available. 

As the evening grew later, the energy shifting into an affectionate, sensual mix of connection and adoration for each man's divine complexity. They were all invited to shower in a soft play of shared touch and a grounding of energy with salts and water. 

Each man sent on his way with a secret smile on his face, his Primal worshipped, adorned, given freedom to play and express his carnal desires, soothed and grounded back to earth. A truly unique and sacred evening that could never be fully replicated.

...that won't stop us from improving the experience.

The next Babylonian Rites is July 19th, with sensual music, sacred play space, dancing priestesses and serving girls, hand-crafted drinks, juicy women and a nonjudgmental place for erotic expression.

Our ad and short application can be found here: The Babylonian Rites Application

Sunday, July 7, 2013

Initiation

The thing with Initiation: it never really ends.

More than eight months ago, I began a program for certification as an Intimacy and Relationship Coach.  It has been a wild ride of introspective work, expanding my edges while reinforcing my boundaries with compassion. 

Just a few weeks ago, the heat was turned up: Sophia Amelia and I had our first Babylonian Rites as part of our final project. The week after than was our Initiation Weekend--which was part ordeal, part teaching, part coming together in celebration for our completion. It was an intense and fantastic experience that signaled an ever deepening move into what I want for the world.

And, of course, as I moved deeper into spirit, I lost touch with the blog.  One of so many things that I am seeking to balance in the coming months.  In October, I will be officially ordained!  Pastoral counseling will be Something I can offer at that point.  Yes, a whore who can give you confession when you are finished.

So, apologies if I've been a little out of touch. There have been lots of details to attend to!