A part of my homework was to observe and to create rituals for self care. In an initiatory path, any transformational work really, the first thing that happens is that all the old bits that no longer serve you, or are potential obstacles--all that starts to break up and reveal itself. So taking care of the self, remaining conscious of the path and giving love to the self are all very important.
And I find the better I treat myself, the more that love just radiates out. It's been hard at times...I get caught up in the bustle of the holiday season. Yoga has been a wonderful way to take time out. I'm reading more too. After a few books for my courtesan study, I'm taking a break with a few Grant Morrison graphic novels. Now that guy knows a thing or two about initiation and magick. In fact, some of the material hits so close I'm not so sure this is light reading after all.
With all the bustle of the holiday season, I'm prepared to sit in my hotel room this week all alone with my class notes and journal. Maybe get some holiday shopping done. And then again, Babalon may gift me with a few wonderful men.
After all, I've been taking time out for myself....why not take some time out for yourself too?
