I havent been advertising lately. I want to, I miss providing, but I am also in the process of reorienting myself. In the past, money has been such a priority that I think it contributed to burn out. Now I have a chance to build something different: a path that is nourishing to both the client and myself. I want to provide a service where I don't feel dependent on my patrons. I don't like the idea of getting anyone "hooked" on me, spending more money than they can afford. I want to foster a healthy client/courtesan relationship. It would bring me great joy to hear of my clients taking that healing home to their wives, to rekindle sex lives.
Making money is still part of the aim for me--growing a business that is mine, that can support me in other creative endeavors. There is a form of magick that takes place in the exchange of money, I've written about this before. It helps both parties acknowledge an exchange of energies. It aids in defining the relationship.
For this to be a sacred path, for me, i want to grow abundance in a holistic way. And yes, I think sex work can be done in a holistic fashion. But I suppose thats another subject.
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