Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Sunday Kinda Blues

I think this past Sunday marked the most number of dates I had to turn down due to a lack of an incall. I don't work most Sundays, but I almost always get at least one call. This Sunday, I had four. And they seemed really nice, I hated to turn them down.

I have been examining the phenomenon of getting more calls when I am unavailable than when I am available. Is it confusing wording in the ad? Is it energetic?  A part of why I crave a private space is so I can be more available, without having to stop in my other creative endeavors. I imagine spending a morning writing, or a late night working on art, punctuated by a gentleman caller. Far from interrupting, he is a fresh burst of inspiration. As I play the muse for some, so he does for me.

The next few weeks mark a refocusing of energies, taking time to help on a few bookbinding projects. To call in what is desired will require me to put new plans into action, and focused time spent on them.  My availability will be affected temporarily, particularly for incalls.

Monday, July 8, 2013

The Babylonian Follow-up

Preparations had been happening for weeks...invitations sent, the volunteers organized, space reserved and prepared, food made.  I was in a flurry of details.

The event, for me, really began when I stripped down in preparations. Ritual purification before the rites.   Several of my classmates-participants in the evening's ceremonies-had never seen me naked.  The Witch-Whore in me just took control at that point.  Boldly strolling out to finish dressing the altar, me in nothing but jewerly(which has quickly become my favorite outfit) and offering oil annointings before the rites began.

By the time our first seekers began arriving, I had changed into a red dress that hugged my curves in all the right ways. There was a generous social hour to allow everyone to mingle a bit; for many of us to meet for the first time, for some a chance to reconnect. 

A chiming of a bell marked the entrance into ritual space. The Sacred, around us all the time, was presenced and invoked. The inner Primal, the lusty beast of our animal drives, was welcomed into the space, given license to play. Stripping down, I was offered up to these unleashed primals, in culmination  of the opening ceremony.

First one man, then two...it seemed to happen both slowly and quickly at once, I was encircled by lustful men. From the corner of my eye, I saw my fellow priestesses were as well. What was left was stripped down, my bra....the garter belt and stockings down to bare flesh. 

Temple dancing girls danced the carnal energy around the circle as the Primals played. Flesh meeting flesh, limbs entangling these women, filling every orifice. Their moans of erotic delight and surrender mixing with undulating melodies.

As I opened, I was filled, again and again. With each new man, a new level of surrender, a new experience.  And to worship another man while another takes his fill of me--oh my! To feel that push-pull of energy, to be caught between two carnal beasts was amazing in a way that is hard to put into words. And as each men spilled their seed, another man was there to take his place.  

The energy ebbed and flowed like this for quite a while. While on their breaks, the men were entertained by the dancing girls, attended to by enchanting priestesses. To balance the carnal delights, there was engaging intellectual conversations and finely made liquors available. 

As the evening grew later, the energy shifting into an affectionate, sensual mix of connection and adoration for each man's divine complexity. They were all invited to shower in a soft play of shared touch and a grounding of energy with salts and water. 

Each man sent on his way with a secret smile on his face, his Primal worshipped, adorned, given freedom to play and express his carnal desires, soothed and grounded back to earth. A truly unique and sacred evening that could never be fully replicated.

...that won't stop us from improving the experience.

The next Babylonian Rites is July 19th, with sensual music, sacred play space, dancing priestesses and serving girls, hand-crafted drinks, juicy women and a nonjudgmental place for erotic expression.

Our ad and short application can be found here: The Babylonian Rites Application

Sunday, July 7, 2013

Initiation

The thing with Initiation: it never really ends.

More than eight months ago, I began a program for certification as an Intimacy and Relationship Coach.  It has been a wild ride of introspective work, expanding my edges while reinforcing my boundaries with compassion. 

Just a few weeks ago, the heat was turned up: Sophia Amelia and I had our first Babylonian Rites as part of our final project. The week after than was our Initiation Weekend--which was part ordeal, part teaching, part coming together in celebration for our completion. It was an intense and fantastic experience that signaled an ever deepening move into what I want for the world.

And, of course, as I moved deeper into spirit, I lost touch with the blog.  One of so many things that I am seeking to balance in the coming months.  In October, I will be officially ordained!  Pastoral counseling will be Something I can offer at that point.  Yes, a whore who can give you confession when you are finished.

So, apologies if I've been a little out of touch. There have been lots of details to attend to! 

Monday, June 10, 2013

Babylonian Rites

Babylonian Rites

Candlelight flickers, a soft glow against naked flesh. So many candles, lighting the ancient temple for this night's carnal ritual. Warm light against hot flesh. Bodies writhing together, moans mixing with temple musicians song. Tribal drums beat out a magical beat, evoking the Primal, this Animal of Lust that must be satisfied. 

Temple priestesses offer themselves up as vessels to these energies, dancers and servers playing delightful games with the seekers. All things are sacred to the Goddess, and this night celebrates the joy of sex and the sensual world, from intimate stroking to the deepest rutting.  Yes, even when the men would take one for three or four of them, ravaging her as sexual sacrifice. These animal desires are better released in sacred space than held in denial. 

The temple gates are opening once again, and you are invited inside, to partake of your deepest desires, to release your primal lust on the wanton nymphs who are desperate for it.


What is the Babylonian Rites?

An exclusive play party than honors the sensual, our primal lusts, and reminds us that the Sacred is everywhere. It evokes the temple rites in Babylon and other ancient civilization, where The Goddess was honored in the living bodies of every woman, and the Divine was celebrated through sexual union.

We have a group many women who feel called to honor the sacred within the taboo, offering sensual, erotic, and spiritual services of both sexual and non-sexual nature. We are inviting you to bring out your lust-filled primal and let it play, let it be revered for its power.  Honoring these energies in sacred space gives us more freedom in our day to day life, a way of freeing us from shame.

What can be expected?

You will greeted warmly and led into the temple prepared for the evening. There will be tea, fresh fruit and homemade treats offered to you; finger foods designed for then sensual experience. Spirits and wine offered. Beautiful preiestesses offer their services to you, attending to all your sensual needs. You can expect a very warm and nonjudgmental space in which to explore your fantasies. 

Will it happen again?
As with most things, it will never be perfectly recreated. This is our first fundraising event, with more planned in the future.  They will be different, with different people, a different vibe or venue.  But similar events will be advertised in the future. 

We want to see every one of our limited slots are filled for this event!
Just a few more days to register!  Interested?

Email: temple.priestesses@gmail.com

In order to create a safe space for everyone, there is a short screening process. Please send an email answering the following questions:  

1. Provide at least one verifiable provider reference. Send a link to her ad and to speed up the process, ask her if she will verify you.  

If you do not have verifiable references, send us an email with all the other questions answered and we'll see if we can collaborate to find a solution that feels safe for all of us.  

2. Are you comfortable in a setting of group sexuality and/or is this a new experience for you? 

3. What would you hope to experience by being part of this event? 


Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Notes from the Past

I was looking through my old notes (I Love Evernote, by the way!) and this one caught my eye.  It was just as I was transitioning from Electra Blue to Elizabeth Morgan.  Yes, it's really always has been a sacred work to me, and it's always been a balancing act between the sacred priestess and the bad girl...

Written 11 Feb 2011

When I started on this path, I was drawn to the idea that it could be done  in a sacred way--that, in ancient times, sex *was* a sacred thing.  I loved the idea, but I wasn't sure how it would take form for me in the modern day.

Experience is the best teacher, so I went out and got some experience. Even the few shitty experiences I've had taught me invaluable lessons Some weeks, I have felt more sacred than others--when I take the time out to focus my intentions, it's so much better than the few times I've felt rushed, or just in that headspace.

I knew I needed to give myself time to learn, to test things. I needed to find out what worked best for me, and how to bring sacredness to my work without sounding or feeling like a airy new-age type. I needed to balance the sacred work with the fun of "being bad," and find a way to make them work together.

Babalon has given me this key.  And now, finally, I feel ready to take this big step and truly devote my work to her--to make it Work. It gives me the courage to focus on sacred sexuality.  

I'll always be that fun-loving, taboo-indulging girl.  But now, I also want to pull out that healing, sacred spirit that banishes doubt and guilt.

Thursday, May 9, 2013

Loving What I Do

A lot of you probably already know that I am submissive in my sexuality. I'm mostly a service submissive: what I most enjoy is to be pleasing, to please my partner as much as I can.  I'm not much for pain, but I do love playing the slutty fucktoy to be used. My nymph just comes out and wants more.

But being a fucktoy isn't about seeking a hard fuck all the time. But about being open and available at all times, to his fingers, his lips, his hard phallus. About communicating when his touch turns me on, or when it's too much, but still taking it on as it pleases him. 

I prefer a man who plays nicely with his toys. Who does not have to express his dominance by force. A knowing that he is in control, a sureness in his voice, a willingness to take her hair and bend her over the table. His grip, his groping fingers against her clit makes his toy wet and wanting.  She was ready the moment he took her, but taking his time pleases him. He enjoys the soft moans pleading for more.

I suppose that's why I'm not a big fan of woman on top: I prefer to be pinned down underneath, bent over and held by the hips. Although the right man can dominate even when I'm straddling him, gripping my hips as he chooses the rhythm.

And when he cums...and I feel that pulsing inside...that's just as pleasing to me as my own orgasm. That's what it means for me as a submissive. I enjoy your pleasure as much as my own, a sexual empathy.

Monday, May 6, 2013

Springtime in the East Bay

I think it took a full two weeks to recover from the week I spent in New Mexico. It helped that my other job got busy just as I returned. I love my family...but I don't like the drama that comes with it. And maybe it sounds cold, but they distract me from from my goals.

Now I'm pushing forward again, back in this little dance. I have quite a few class-related events going on  in the east bay, so it makes sense to spend time there.  Even without me updating my ad, I had a few regulars seek me. 

I'm also loving my new rate. I am getting better clients, not as many hassling for quickies. They are more interested in my personality and the connection I offer. 

Working on a couple of erotica pieces...one goes back to the workplace (one of my favorite taboos) and another about my more submissive desires.